I am the beauty I am the beast

There are times I feel I can run a mile

Or sit and brood for eternity

A constant battle that goes on inside

 I feel the guilt of the pain I cause

And held back from the love I feel so much

All the anger I keep inside and try to resist

Still I loose and show the beast

Stay silent for hours together

And search someone who seems worthy enough

Coz I will not judge with what u speak of yourself

It’s what u made me feel, how much I felt at ease

I ll prefer not much of an human

But the untamed animal you are

Coz every individual I come across

My faith in humanity dissipate a little

I run along the unknown and the unloved

The danger with them seems the least

Never fall for the smile, there is too much unseen

With greater closeness the obvious is revealed

I am the beauty, I am the beast

when i watch you smile

When I watch u smile

It gives me peace

It gives me strength

When I hold ur hand

I can walk a mile

The cute dimple of yours

That appears on ur cheek

I feel alive so alive

When u do not talk

And I see you sad

U distance yourself

So no one can see

How every single thing

Affects you awhile

It crumbles my heart

When I see through you

Not a single things seems worthwhile

When u call me names

And make fun of me

I feel glad

When I watch u smile

U deserve so much

Abundance of love and care

I can turn things upside down

Can build sand castles

Even clean ur house

I can do all, I can do more

When I watch u smile

Hold it together

Some stay for a while

Some stay for longer

Some pain prolongs

And  makes us stronger

It's all in the moment

Not all that gone by

We live to create memories

That stays by forever

Trust with all ur heart

And love with all ur soul

U were born in a world

So filled with humans

It's OK to be the crowd

 Be a part, be a member

It’s not the dream

That takes years to fulfill

It’s now or never

It's there in the eye

That shine with ur smile

It's by ur side

emrace it tighter

Hold it all together.

a lil wish

A lil wish of me

To be with u and be me

Sit on the stairs for hours

while those talks we do

The way I could never get

Enough of you

Asvwe take a walk down the street

You hold my hand like always

And we get back to the place we call home

You wash the dishes

And I help u cook a thing or two

Is it too much to ask

Is it too much to greed

With so much chaos downing me

I want to sleep in your arms

And be a sweet child

I use to be.

wo jo adhura reh gaya

Wo waqt jise pana tha

Wo waqt kabka guzar gaya

Mere hath ke lakiro mein

Tu bita hua kal reh gaya

Mai gira bhi aur sambhla bhi

Tujhe bhulkar, yaad aaya bhi

Kitab ke panno me jaise

Mai banke syahi bikhar gaya

Wo pal jo tera aur mera tha

haathon se yuhin fisal gaya

Mai dhundata raha andhero me

Mera ujala koi aur le gaya

Mai darr kar chipa to nahin tha

Par teri  talash ka

Mai kabhi hissa nahi tha

suni thi teri khaniyan maine

tere sath k lamhe bhi dauraye the

kuch dhundla sa yaad aata hai kabhi

wo kissa jo shayad adhura reh gaya

walk away

With you I head somewhere

A place so unknown and unfamiliar

A door I left shut and locked for years

Is leading me its way

It’s not the place I want to be

You left me there and ran way

I want to shout and

Question you at times

What you thought

What made you play?

The little sadist in me

Wants you to undergo the pain

The same longingness

That never gets away

But it’s not your fault

It was never your choice

A spur of moment

And things headed its way

An unprocessed happening

Will not define, our life forever

I close the door

That leads u to me

This is the time

I am thinking of myself

And I am happy

To walk away

as beautiful as love

A day of love

A day for u and me

With all those unsaid emotions

The moments that meant to be

Never actually happened

Coz we kept it inside

What ought to be free

Will u sing my favorite song?

And cook me, my favorite dish

Did I ever ask u to do that for me?

No I didn't, I just let it be

Was I shy or was I too scared

Too much pent up emotions

That lingers inside of me

I don’t wanna live a life of regret

It’s too hard that way

Let me speak my heart my love

I love you

Its OK if u don’t feel that way

But if you do, say it out loud

Let’s not refrain ourselves

From an emotion

As beautiful as love