my demons divine

In the corners of my mind in the center of my soul

Resides the one unaffected, wicked of all

The one who smiles when you falter

Who rejoice when you don’t succeed at all
when the wheel of karma hits you hard
my purpose is achieved, i am a happy child

I take pride when you apologies

The beast inside feels satisfied

I don’t claim to be a saint nor do I approve of flattery

 I am no heart of gold; an age old mockery

A face of fear is a treat to the eye

Feels so in human but helps u survive

I have done the deeds, things I ll never talk about

Yet I am someone who is better in the lot

Trust is the word that’s played the most

We cheat we deviate we often cross the line

Surrounded with unending conspiracies

I find my demons divine

if dreams do come true

If dreams do come true

I’ll never stop dreaming of you

I have suffered through your absence

I have accepted your existence too

You dwell in every essence of my life

In my being u always stay

It feels I lost the battle dearest of all

Not often things happen my way

I still believe you will come by

The day you agree with your inner self

This time I am testing my faith

I can continue being the wonderer

Or I may have for what my heart crave

A little more

In the midst of the glitter

I find my shimmer of hope

Laced in the cocoon of thunder

My lightning hidden inside grave hole

What more, what else can I begin to start

For my day begin with me in a blur, not me at all

In all the sweetness that surrounds, I am the bitter of all

No I am not the pretty face to be showed off

I am the one that holds back I am the one who back off

Still some believes that I carry I aspire to be a little more

Be my somersault

The unperturbed smile

A rarity of its own kind

A jolt of the wild wind

Unstoppable and fearless

The joy of triumph and agony of fault

Baby Will you be my somersault?

The Growl of an empty stomach

The Funny voices I call an art

The Creech-less, bottom

and the edgy fashion, I flaunt

Hike for hours on the mountain top

Endure the dilemma with no agenda at all

Walk along far, run along with me

Stand beside spend a lifetime with me

The hug I want to stay embraced into

The hand I hold and derive strength too

i want no more you gotta be my all

 in my triumphs in my  fault

Baby Will you my somersault

Be more human

Why did I lose the one so easily?

And do nothing to make them stay

I paused and punished every fiber of my head

 Convince my shattered heart and give solace

It was not fair for me and neither for them

I felt so lonely and sigh in solitude

I seek more company I like people around

More faces familiar more deeds done

I am more human, a lot than before

I could talk endless almost to every sole

I felt empathy growing a little more

I emerged as a friend and confidant

It all makes sense now, its all so clear

You have to let go when you grow too fond

Lovers claim, imprinted in walls, humanity not at all

The earth the people all gets blur

All of you is solitary, bonded to one

A broken heart becomes a healer

you can be more to many, not restricted to one

Make me whole

No matter, if you’re married to one

Or you fancy woman more

You are planning for your little ones

And you gaze longer at the kinky store

I am watching your actions

And I know your intentions too

When you blatantly sit beside me

And naively touch me all over

I know you want me closer

Dont hesitate, go further

The current that ran through my core

Also transpires to your body

I am not asking you to love me

I am not asking you to lust me

I am not even conveying my expectation of you

All I am saying is that I am holding on

I am not giving up on you

All I want, Is you to embrace your cravings

A greeting once in a while, doesn’t fill me up

It’s un-satiable, the way i feel for you

I am not chasing, for a day of passion

I re-live our moment’s everyday

How often you do that too?

Let me be your drunken confession

Shatter the inhibitions, binding your soul

You have my remains i have felt that more than once
Though i managed it well all through the years
You can still choose to be a rarity of my life
Or you can choose to make me whole

The Norms

Life often gives everyone an opportunity to live the moment that can change every belief. and if you are shallow go it in the first time you might get a second take. But why wait for the second? Why not be quick enough to stop the chase right there. Why knowingly run all the way with solemn face. and though its easier said than done, even the brightest and the boldest fail to realize it. When you get too caught up in following the norms you subtly ignore the voices inside, shouting precisely the opposite. And what you do next. you run away believing it’s the best, that it gets normal with time. News flash! It doesn’t!! tell me the place you’ll not hear the voice. can you? No land, no water neither the sky can put up a deaf ear. 


And what is normal? i have never managed to get a precise list of that is it Something that’s preached and practiced. or is it that feels right. even if it goes against the usual's. what surprises me is why do anyone wants to be a product of a tradition and age old practice, for sake of whom? O yea the society coz no one has a better work than to judge your actions. call it ego or whatever you want to but you are the only one people talk about and even if the handful of them does, its their brain, their mouth. why should it dictate your actions. or affect your choice. 

you carry ourselves wherever you go, overcrowded, however deserted.

It’s a journey we are covering every day and it can only be sought-after when the chaos inside is curious to learn and explore and not  filled with doubts. 

Trust me regrets are more pinching than failure. 

your innocence

I have spent endless moments thinking about

The innocence of your eye, the beauty of your smile

The way you care and the way you claim

You are like a sweet child of mine

Yes there are people better than you

Even more better than me

 They will be lucky

To find each other

I am luckier, I have you

Let them be jealous of me

What I have, they often dream

Coz I am not giving up on you

I ll stay as long as u find my way 

section 377

I think section 377 was created by few egoistic men who were threatened to the core. They couldn’t digest the fact that they will no longer be the object of love. Apparently they will never have a son who will carry their title. The law was passed in 1860. Yes homosexuality is that old. Older maybe, the law was demeaning. It’s enforcement against human freedom, arbitrary and insulting. The restraint was on men too. Why it is so important to fancy the opposite gender and socialize with the same. Any act performed by consenting adults is their own freaking business. Homosexuality scared them so much that they had to criminalize it. They say it is objectionable against the law of nature. Who wrote that law? I know Nature didn’t. Nature doesn't write laws. Human does. Who are you and me to act as a spoke person of nature?

It’s as natural as breathing. It has been resident from centuries and isn’t it dumb to continue shut the eye. Denying the due right might seem like a power. The constant request for consideration seems like a power. Well it may if you are that shallow. It’s like people are fine puffing marijuana and not care for the legalization because, hello they have been doing it with ease. And they will continue doing it

It’s not a god damn choice. It’s natural. Even if it’s a choice, the same constitution gives the right to choose. Value democracy; don’t maneuver it to boast the inner ego. 

Humanity Day

We have taken a fancy to celebrate every aspect of human division that to a huge extent we have forgotten our key narration that defines us all. Are we not Humans, primarily? Who are further classified in different categories for more precise definition I suppose. Still anything that creates a feeling of uniqueness and a reason for celebration should be appreciated. I only wish we celebrate day humanity day as well and practice it all year long. The idea seems ecstatic to me.