With you I head somewhere
A place so unknown and unfamiliar
A door I left shut and locked for years
Is leading me its way
It’s not the place I want to be
You left me there and ran way
I want to shout and
Question you at times
What you thought
What made you play?
The little sadist in me
Wants you to undergo the pain
The same longingness
That never gets away
But it’s not your fault
It was never your choice
A spur of moment
And things headed its way
An unprocessed happening
Will not define, our life forever
I close the door
That leads u to me
This is the time
I am thinking of myself
And I am happy
To walk away
