feelings are brave

Often I find myself dreaming of this episode that could have been a beautiful memory, that might had brought tears and a realization of this pain, could it have built enough strength to love beyond the usual.

When I lie and walk when I close and watch, when I shower and when I eat when I fall sick and I speed, I think of u without trying to think of u. like the gulp of air that I don’t have to try, I need it I need u to survive.

Every day I trick my heart and make believe, we are better off like this, coz a promise had to be kept and distance had to be made, because that’s what doing what the heart wants is being impulsive, and we love the tag of being fair, no matter how badly it screws.

Being a slight different terrifies. The opinion terrifies. Being a shadow in the dark feels safe, being the lone sun terrifies.

Feelings are brave it’s the mind that shits the pant

I love you enough

To take away every sigh of your silence

And chuck all the gravels that comes in your way

To walk you through the obsessed

And build a roof when you want to rest

Unearth divinity for you to pray  

I love you enough to create things your way

Never let a single tear escape your eye

I’ll hold it up, help you survive

Give my hand for you to sleep on

While I feel accomplished

Able to watch harmony in your eye

To show you the beauty of love

How to smile at the silliest

And Laugh harder, when it’s tough

Go ahead and create the mess

I got your back,

I’ll walk along and find a way

While we figure out the consequences

I’ll help you clean it all away

No matter how things ever turn out to be

And you feel hesitant to reach out 

I’ll hear you whisper, and I’ll arrive  

Not an hour, neither a person means more to me