The Norms

Life often gives everyone an opportunity to live the moment that can change every belief. and if you are shallow go it in the first time you might get a second take. But why wait for the second? Why not be quick enough to stop the chase right there. Why knowingly run all the way with solemn face. and though its easier said than done, even the brightest and the boldest fail to realize it. When you get too caught up in following the norms you subtly ignore the voices inside, shouting precisely the opposite. And what you do next. you run away believing it’s the best, that it gets normal with time. News flash! It doesn’t!! tell me the place you’ll not hear the voice. can you? No land, no water neither the sky can put up a deaf ear. 


And what is normal? i have never managed to get a precise list of that is it Something that’s preached and practiced. or is it that feels right. even if it goes against the usual's. what surprises me is why do anyone wants to be a product of a tradition and age old practice, for sake of whom? O yea the society coz no one has a better work than to judge your actions. call it ego or whatever you want to but you are the only one people talk about and even if the handful of them does, its their brain, their mouth. why should it dictate your actions. or affect your choice. 

you carry ourselves wherever you go, overcrowded, however deserted.

It’s a journey we are covering every day and it can only be sought-after when the chaos inside is curious to learn and explore and not  filled with doubts. 

Trust me regrets are more pinching than failure. 

your innocence

I have spent endless moments thinking about

The innocence of your eye, the beauty of your smile

The way you care and the way you claim

You are like a sweet child of mine

Yes there are people better than you

Even more better than me

 They will be lucky

To find each other

I am luckier, I have you

Let them be jealous of me

What I have, they often dream

Coz I am not giving up on you

I ll stay as long as u find my way 

section 377

I think section 377 was created by few egoistic men who were threatened to the core. They couldn’t digest the fact that they will no longer be the object of love. Apparently they will never have a son who will carry their title. The law was passed in 1860. Yes homosexuality is that old. Older maybe, the law was demeaning. It’s enforcement against human freedom, arbitrary and insulting. The restraint was on men too. Why it is so important to fancy the opposite gender and socialize with the same. Any act performed by consenting adults is their own freaking business. Homosexuality scared them so much that they had to criminalize it. They say it is objectionable against the law of nature. Who wrote that law? I know Nature didn’t. Nature doesn't write laws. Human does. Who are you and me to act as a spoke person of nature?

It’s as natural as breathing. It has been resident from centuries and isn’t it dumb to continue shut the eye. Denying the due right might seem like a power. The constant request for consideration seems like a power. Well it may if you are that shallow. It’s like people are fine puffing marijuana and not care for the legalization because, hello they have been doing it with ease. And they will continue doing it

It’s not a god damn choice. It’s natural. Even if it’s a choice, the same constitution gives the right to choose. Value democracy; don’t maneuver it to boast the inner ego. 

Humanity Day

We have taken a fancy to celebrate every aspect of human division that to a huge extent we have forgotten our key narration that defines us all. Are we not Humans, primarily? Who are further classified in different categories for more precise definition I suppose. Still anything that creates a feeling of uniqueness and a reason for celebration should be appreciated. I only wish we celebrate day humanity day as well and practice it all year long. The idea seems ecstatic to me.

It is the pain

If at all it means so much to you
You try too hard to show
I mean nothing at all
Stay afar stay aloof
Don't reach out at all
I am fine being a forgotten part
Why to draw a ray of hope
And escape like the darkness in the cloud
I’ll never say how u hurt me
I won’t even hint, u hurt me at all
I walk with a desire  within my heart
I want to be your end I want u to start
I’ll not shout it aloud nor will I shy away
You could have chosen to stay, u chose to walk away
I’ll not plead I’ll never pretend
It’s not the fear it is the pain

feelings are brave

Often I find myself dreaming of this episode that could have been a beautiful memory, that might had brought tears and a realization of this pain, could it have built enough strength to love beyond the usual.

When I lie and walk when I close and watch, when I shower and when I eat when I fall sick and I speed, I think of u without trying to think of u. like the gulp of air that I don’t have to try, I need it I need u to survive.

Every day I trick my heart and make believe, we are better off like this, coz a promise had to be kept and distance had to be made, because that’s what doing what the heart wants is being impulsive, and we love the tag of being fair, no matter how badly it screws.

Being a slight different terrifies. The opinion terrifies. Being a shadow in the dark feels safe, being the lone sun terrifies.

Feelings are brave it’s the mind that shits the pant

I love you enough

To take away every sigh of your silence

And chuck all the gravels that comes in your way

To walk you through the obsessed

And build a roof when you want to rest

Unearth divinity for you to pray  

I love you enough to create things your way

Never let a single tear escape your eye

I’ll hold it up, help you survive

Give my hand for you to sleep on

While I feel accomplished

Able to watch harmony in your eye

To show you the beauty of love

How to smile at the silliest

And Laugh harder, when it’s tough

Go ahead and create the mess

I got your back,

I’ll walk along and find a way

While we figure out the consequences

I’ll help you clean it all away

No matter how things ever turn out to be

And you feel hesitant to reach out 

I’ll hear you whisper, and I’ll arrive  

Not an hour, neither a person means more to me