It is the pain

If at all it means so much to you
You try too hard to show
I mean nothing at all
Stay afar stay aloof
Don't reach out at all
I am fine being a forgotten part
Why to draw a ray of hope
And escape like the darkness in the cloud
I’ll never say how u hurt me
I won’t even hint, u hurt me at all
I walk with a desire  within my heart
I want to be your end I want u to start
I’ll not shout it aloud nor will I shy away
You could have chosen to stay, u chose to walk away
I’ll not plead I’ll never pretend
It’s not the fear it is the pain